Wall from Happiness on the other side

*fog of gray smoke
electric blue sea
neon lights of the city
emotions dispersed
unknown places
all is me.
...
Silence
surrender,
madness
melancholy
my best friends.

But there are a place where all that is not true....*


I broke down the wall that divided me from happiness.
so I spent my days to hurt me.
sweat, and tears to fill an Ocean,
*and he was not mine*
while the sky looked at me and cried with me.
In the rain, I shouted.
*What i want..*

I made a hole in the wall to look at what was on the other side.
*gently soft wind take me*
I was not surprised, but it was hard to see the truth over the time...
 and so I got to know Happiness.

The darkness that was infused with blue wings
That...I drank like a poison in the morning
*make me insane.*
...drowning in a wall created by myself.
...illusion of knowing this place.
*Jump, I jumped me...*

*I knew I could not win...*
I had not the strength to make a hole in my happiness...
but  I was successful and I was happier.
*the wall disappear in silence*
And the Sadness that crowned me... with the Melancholy that  watched my steps away, laughed at me ... hugging me in a dream.

*The wall from Happines is a blue way on the other side inside me.*

it's short, curt, deep...
like a hot breath of wind that caresses your face in winter.
Fly away, as the time in a infant day of spring.
But in that place, where time seems to stand still
I savored, living, for a moment the dream of happiness...
*...that can be seen on the other side.*