Vanished mistake

a mistake is leaning on me.
looks at me while I choke at night.
everything seems so mad...
and I start to go crazy.

being me is not ...
being me is not ...
being me is not ...

try,
go try,
and try again ...
I'm impalpable
then fly away.
they are impossible.
they are impossible.
I dont'have a rope
so just fall, falling, blinded...
try fall... they are so stupid.

everyone is broken,
everything sucks,
a spiral destroyed.
corrupt smiles
a broken mirror.
so I fall in the heat.

a mistake has drilled me, penetrating, the skin.
my blood runny eyes.
everything seems to have no meaning
and I'm the queen of this mess.

there are no butterflies here, they die
fade away from me, vanish.
I only have to savor the ground dirt...

I know that i'm a network of endless knots
illusion of a distorted mind
falling
fading
I am vanished mistake.
they are impossible.
they are impossible.
I'm impalpable
then fly away.