Broken steel

in the darkness of my room.
I smoke.
The breath that is leaking.
Dancing in decadent melodies.
I dance in the midst of the hatred that wants to kill me, let me go.
Let me go.
I sing, nude, bare-bones, please, stop.

Dark.
Distorted melody,
The watch is stopped.
I drink.
heartbeat too speedy.
Lying on a bed I feel fall.
Do not bring me down,
I want to go away.
My voice do thin ...
My head crushes me.

I feel stuck,
locked.
Light getting away from here.
Dark.
I switch off every artificial light.
I'm in a box... here at least no one can hurt me,
But from here I can not escape.

The melancholy that I feel will drown me,
Kitty kitty prr prr
Cigarette at the end, empty bottle.
Broken glass.