breaking up

That dummy is empty and loses blood,
there is no peace in this hell.
there will never be truce for me,
when I'll touch the wings of paradise?
When shadows will let me go?
The sweet pain now has the same face,
and it sucks, one mask
and nothing makes more difference.
I'm going against a future
that will destroy us all in chaos.
Red and black, red and black.
How disgusting this place makes me sick.
How tired I am to smile in silence,
or to hope for the future.
One person can not save the world.
I only see ghosts
and even if for a while they will sleep
in my garden in the middle of the forest
they will never let me go.
I'm cursed and broken.
No kiss can dissolve the spell.
All these good lies that you tell yourself,
All these people hiding,
they lost contact, lost contact.
They have breaked up, they are shattered.