Farewell

...and I'm here, with the usual lump in my throat,
asking fate to be well,
to overcome this pain too,
to help me hide tears and love,
to go on and say farewell.
You know, I fantasized every day for the "white love day",
I imagined a future embraced next to you, ever,
I was naive,
I'm still falling into the usual trap,
like a stupid blue butterfly in a spider web.
You are the spider, and I just a prey,
a victim psychologically devoured.
Illusions and lies,
still this damn masochism.
But now it's too much, this is too much.
I need to tell you farewell.
My goodbye will be sweet,
hoping that it touches that petrified heart.
Because I know I did not love a cyborg,
I know the world has frozen your soul,
but I just wanted to warm up me and you
without being burned.

I should have done it before.
I should have followed my instincts.
I should have followed my dreams.
I should have listened to my feelings, myself.


I am a mirror and as a result I need to reflect beautiful people.
Goodbye eyes of ice.