And the thing is repeated

* scream *: I feel like dying inside,
I feel like dying inside,
I can not get the voice out,
my throat is blocked,
I feel like dying inside,
I feel like dying inside,
I feel like I'm exploding but I'm cheating ... *

And the thing is repeated,
* and the thing is repeated *
Everything is alright,
i swallow the monsters,
I support the pressures,
I put mut on my thoughts,
I smile,
*even too much*
I lie,
I'm fine...
I get distracted
* and pass *
I give all of myself,
I put love before everything,
I lose myself,
I look for you,
you leave me,
I feel sick,
I let myself fall,
I cry,
I screm,
I get angry...

* I do not make myself respected?
maybe I should bite? *

I'm quiet but inside it all shouts,
I put silent to my thoughts,
I feel crazy,
I lose myself,
I look for myself,
I speak to myself,
I calm down,
I need to rest,
I turn off.
I wake up ...
and it repeats itself.