Dark sin void

Yes, I'm strange, I'm not fine.
I am confused and empty.
I do not want to talk or explain,
I do not understand anymore if I feel anger or pain, *or nothing*
I do not know who I am, where I come from and where I want to go,
I do not know when I'm good and when I'm bad.
I do not know when I'm fine and when I'm sick.
but you...
hold me tight, please.
protect me from myself,
do not let me go among my sins.
please hug me and do not let me go.
Dry my tears,
take me away.
Protect me from the world,
help me find a way,
save me when I drown myself in the dark.

*I'm a monster?
in my dark side
he talks to me. *
* I want everything to end,
come and save me,
give me security and warmth *
* He eats me from inside,
sins, pain, anger
he tied me up, come and save me *