family for artist?

it's hard to live with artist
it's cold and hot in same moments,
it's funny but sad,
it's happy but bad,
it's good but not kind
it's black or white
it's open or hide.
it's show and drama,
it's queen and slave.
it's hard to live without artist,
it's all gray,
it's all say,
it's just boring,
it's same day
it's all slow.