Deepression

 I close my eyes

because so I can enter

the heartbeat, it doesn't exist, it's too fast

I feel like dead

hands shaking

and all colors are just shades of black.

There is chaos around me

and I can't, I can't put in order.

External noises, I remain lying down.

And the days go by,

I throw things into the void,

I do not care

'cause can't I breathe...

and suddenly I cry

and I scream.

No one around understands,

I feel like wrapped in a cloak of steel

cold, heavy and dark.

I close my eyes

because so I can enter

the heartbeat, it doesn't exist, it's too fast

I feel like dead

hands shaking

and all colors are just shades of black.