Depression

feel the silence
inside me
it hurts more than a knife.
this emptiness is so thick that I can't breathe.
chaos makes my head spin.
nobody can save this abandoned roller coaster.
with each cut there is no more blood, with each step there is no more light. I no longer believe in my friend hope, nor in love.
every hour I feel that something is gripping me. little by little the silence draws nearer until it wraps me in lines of black poetry.