Masochism

Take my hand, don't run away into a gray world that we hated so much. Come into the darkness, here everything can be scary, here everything can hurt you, but hey, you know it's true.

-There are no lies, no explanations, no words too.

What if we both pretended to be cured but just a mask ?! Can't you even hear the dark voice calling you? Don't you feel that this happiness is only concocted? Why do we deny our true nature? * So much pain will never suffice. Everything is fine when you hear nothing * Do not feel it, that monster inside you that you keep at bay, move and get upset because you want to go out ?! Because people like us can't escape. Because we will always miss that spark of wanting to hurt us. Because chaos is our second name. But we are not monsters, no. * nobody knows, better than us, how it feels to be the bad and sad person behind those empty eyes. No one knows how it feels to feel these feelings and not be understood ... * maybe we will never be free